Friday, June 4, 2021

Mujhe rona to bahut aaya ?

Saalo baad uski call aai mere pass

yhi raat ke kareeb 1:30 baj rhe the

Main jaga hua th 

Instagram  pe feeds scroll kr rha th

Memes dekh rha th achanak ek unknown number se call aai

mujhe samjh mein nahi aya ki itni raat ko aakhir kaun ho

Sakta hai maine socha ignore kr deta hu agar koi important 

Call hogi ,to dobara aa jayegi.

I ignored it, lekin wo fir aai maine is baar call utha li

Maine  hello bola 

Saamne se awaaz aai hello achanak se pura mood badal gya mera

Kyu ki ye awaaz kuch jaani pehchaani si lag rhi thi

Ye awaaz sunte hi aankho ke samne andhera sa chha gya 

Bahut si yaadein taaza ho gai bahut se zakham taaza ho gaye

Meri tuti hui awaaz mein ek baar fir hello nikla or

Waha se awaaz aai,disturb to nahi kiya?

Mujhe reply karte huye bhi ghabrahat si ho rhi thi haaaa bolu na bolu

Kuch samjh nahi aa rha th mere man mein sawalo ka bhawandar ghumne lga 

Ki aakhir kyu aaj aise achanak itne saalo baad meri yaad aa gai ?kyu aaye ho ab.

Maine himmat kr ke bola. nahi bolo? Usne pucha kaise ho 

Maine kaha thik hu tum

Mere is sawaal ke baad uska rona chhut gya or kaha thik nahi hu,

Ab main or jyada confuse ho gya ki ye ho kya rha hai? out of nowhere itne saalo 

Baad der raat ko call aati hai or rona nikal gya .

Maine chupaya baat kari to pata chala ki wo jiske saath thi,usne usko kisi or ke liye chood diya

Wo jaise jaise bata rhi thi ki jis tarh wo gidgidai uske liye use rokne ke liye uske pyaar ke liye 

Usi tarah main bhi gidgidaya th ek din 

Usi ke liye usi ke pyar ke liye or jis tarah us ladke ne mud ke nahi dekha ise usi tarah

Isne bhi nahi mudke dekha th mujhe.

Meri aankho mein aanso th or chehre pe muskurahat. ki 

kisi ke karmo ki saza use bakhubi mili hai ke sachhe pyar ko thukrane ki saza badi 

Shiddat se mili hai . Wo rote rote mujhse maafiya mangne lgi bahut maafiya maangi .

Bahut minnate ki . ki main use maaf kr ke use apna lu use apni zindagi me wapas bula lu.

Maine use kai saal pyar kiya th kai saal lag gye 

Mujhe uske pyar se ubharne  me wo lauti to aisa laga jaise meri zindagi meri khushiya laut  aai

Maine use maaf kr diya fir usne mujhse puchha ky tum mujhe apnaoge?

Is sawal ko sunte hi mujhe wo saare din saari yaade saare kisse yaad aa gya humari puri 

Reletionship  flash ho gai or maine aankho me aansu liye jawab diya.. "kabhi nahi"

Main tumhe tumhare kiye pe maaf zaroor kr sakta hu pr tumhare jaise insaan ko apnane ki 

Bhul kabhi zindagi me nahi  kr sakta

Wo zakham jo tumne diye wo  aansu jo tumhari yaad me hr raat .din mahine saalo tak bahaye

Wo kaise bhul jau .wo dard jo tumne diye hai use kaise bhul jau?

Ye jo hua hai na tumhare sath ye tumhare karmo ki saza hai or ise tumhe bhugatna padega

Na chah kr bhi. Agar tunhari koi majburi hoti to main shayad ek baar ko tunhe apna leta

Magar tumne mujhe kisi or ke liye chhoda. You replaced me. how can i forget? 

I'm sorry.....lekin main tumhare saath ab or nahi chal sakta. ho sake to dobara call mat karna.

Itna kahte hi maine phone rakh diya .Ye pahli baar th jo maine usko :"Na"kaha tha.

Mujhe rona to bahut aaya or main roya bhi pr maine galtiya dohrane ki bhul nahi ki 

Zindagi me ek waqt aisa aata hai jab aapko dil nahi   dimag se kaam lena padta hai Dil aksar 

Behka deta hai pr dimaag sb janta hai sahi galat sb kuch janta hai 

Hum saari zindagi dil ki sunte rehte hai or dimaag ko ingnor karte rahte hai 

Kitna galat karte hai hum..................Gumnaam shayar by (sanju) miss u mom 



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